siriosa 2000

mind like a hummingbird.
i've been having "focus" issues lately. there are dozens of projects in various stages of noncompletion. just as an example: my holiday card list. thank fsm i've never specified which holiday.

so i sit down on the floor to go through my miscellaneous inbox. there are many items in it. vet bills, bank statements, holiday cards from people with better focus than i've got. i file the bank statements as i come to them, make a stack of medical items, and then i have to make a new folder for weetzie. i get out a fresh folder, but i have no pencil. so i get up.

sit down at my computer.

two hours later, i remember the original project. find a pencil. meanwhile, the cats are scattering my neat little piles of what-goes-where with gleeful abandon.

now's a good time to synch my palm.

and so it goes. some days, i never get to the end of any projects at all. i've built a framework such that (most days) i write a page in the morning and the evening, do two sets of sun salutes, eat oatmeal, take vitamins (and of course feed the cats). so most days aren't a complete waste, even here in the dark of winter, when sensible creatures hibernate.